feeling very very suicidal Please Help.(6 posts)
hello again i dont knw what to do with my self anymore. i'v given up. i had my a apartment sprayed at least 6 times pest control says i dont got any however i know they are not 100 percent. been seeing reed marks on my arms. rashes bite scars on arms and hands. i'm feeling very very suicidal Im not happy no more im ugly and my skin is all messed up. i've tried everything to make these red marks go away. i've tried maxiumum strength hydrocortisone cream 1% i just dont knw what to do about my skin my arms and legs. im so so embarrsed going to work and people ask me are those bb bites? I just cant take it any more i just cant sleep at times ive seacred and not have seen one damn bug. but only bites. i know it them. i have bought bb alert maybe that will help me calm down if i dont have any. i just dont knw what to do any more with my skin i'm so unhappy and i wont ever get a girl friend cause they way i look now. i just want to go way and forget all this i just cant take it anymore. i have no health insurance so i cant go to my doc or go see one. i've seend these damn things before but havent seen any but marks on my hands arms legs. I'm afaird i'll loose my job. I'm runnning out of suggestions what to do any more. i'm so sad angry upset depressed suicida I cant take it knw more my life is runied.
If you are feeling suicidal now or in the future, please tell a professional and get help immediately, and please do not harm yourself.
Call your doctor (or therapist, if you have one).
Or go to an emergency room.
Please do not ignore it or try to deal with it on your own.
You can also call a hotline. In the US, call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK.
Anyone (worldwide) can email or phone the Samaritans. They have branches in various countries and are highly regarded and can help you by giving you a space to talk. They can also help direct you to local resources.
Suicide: Read this First may also help.
In addition to depression and suicidal feelings, a number of people have suffered from anxiety due to bed bugs.
In this case also, please seek a therapist's input. We have heard from a number of Bedbuggers that speaking to a professional can really help. If you are on a limited budget, your doctor should be able to help direct you to resources with no fee or a sliding scale.
I understand the stress and hardship this problem can cause, but if you have bed bugs, you can get through it and you will enjoy life again.
hang in there, you can get through this.
I don't know if this helps but after my 3 treatments and during, my skin was itchy with red rashes. I saw a doctor who diagnosed it as an allergy/sensitivity to the pesticides.
The keyword is residual. There is enough left on your furniture and walls to kill bugs for 6 weeks. It takes 5 times the amount of pesticide to kill a bed bug than a cockcroach.
2 weeks ago, I had a fly land on my sweater at work. I was about to swat it until I realized it had died shortly after landing on my shoulder. This is a sweater that only touched some residual at the kitchen table in the morning.
When I moved last week, we didn't get our furniture until 2 nights later. For those two days I had no itching or rashes. It was after our furniture was moved in that the itching started again. btw our furniture should be clean because it was heat treated before it arrived.
So hang in there, you'll be fine. Seeing a doctor would be good too.
I'm so sorry you're hurting this way. Please call the hotline number that Nobugs posted and read the link she posted. It's important you live.
I see you logged on today (from your profile). I am glad you're okay.
How are things going?
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