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Battling those thoughts of suicide

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BettyV4

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Posted 8 months ago
Wed Mar 18 2009 12:36:34
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When I first discovered this horrific situation in my home way over a year ago I had 3 or 4 melt-downs. I cried and cried; I shook and wanted to run away and never come back. The stress and torment easily could have put me over the edge. I started taking tranquilizers, and walked around like a zombie. Going to bed was a terrifying experience. I would rip the bed apart every night. I still got bit. They're still around - I am in therapy; come to this website which saved my life, talk to other people who have them and most recently met Killer Queen. I don't know for sure where I'd be without therapy and this website and Killer Queen - but I can tell you I really was loosing it. I just started to fight back and realize bed bugs are not my whole life. That there's a whole world out there without bed bugs. So that's the road I try to choose. We are all in the same situation; we are together. There is some solice knowing that. I am not my bed bugs; I am a human being with bed bugs and am not alone here or anywhere else. They are all over. Somehow life has to go on; with help. This horrific experience is NOT something I could have gone through or continue to go through alone.
lynnee82

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Posted 8 months ago
Wed Mar 18 2009 19:47:33
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Thanks for your post. I have been feeling so hopeless lately. We have been battling 5 months, and still get occasional bites. We now believe they are in the car, and we are treating it with poison. We live in a small town, and there are no PCO's to help. The work is endless, and I am so tired. I just do not know what to do anymore to try to kill them. I have done everything advised in FAQ's and spent $4000. I cannot find the harborage (other than box springs which is encased), and have only seen 2 dead bb's. Thanks for letting me vent. This forum has been such a help.
Grindstone99

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Posted 6 months ago
Sat May 9 2009 23:30:33
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Lynnee82 - Just wondering how successful you were in treating your car? If so how did you do it?
thanks